esther

2008-11-29T12:50:00.000-08:00

Nothing to update abt my life. xcept that me life suck BIG TIME!!!
I hate this sem.
Not only do i have to face probs in my modules, i also now have to worry abt friendship problems...
Why after the aug hols, u guys change so drastically?
Last sem i can happily go ard sayin " i prefer my poly frens to my sec frens, as in classmates." I really love last sem with u guys...
Now , starting this sem, i have to beg to differ... Whats happening u guys?
seriously y u guys always mood swing with me?
Now for one whole day, i can talk less than 10 sentences. Stressing the word LESS!!
gosh!!
i hate this... Please... y are u guys doin this to me... leaving me out of everything. ignoring me... talkin amongst yrselves... im a human being with feelings too u know... esp this particulary person.. im invisible in your eyes right? thats explain my blog link...www.invisiblity-my bestvirtue. T.T i only can take so much ok...

2008-08-26T15:13:00.000-07:00

Hi Blog...

Bye Blog....

haha... Na jus kiddin...update? hmmm...

Got an admin job at CPF building at tanjong pagar...
all alone.. Yikes! Scared of office and admin.. and im all alone... who do i eat lunch with?.. It starts on thurs..(28 Aug)
Signed contract ytd at Recruit Express, then job hunt for mel and shamini then went bugis to eat teppanyaki.. Its was ok.. I guess... Then headed to Taka to find other jobs. ( Mel got a job at OG but dint like the pay and the working hours) mel and shamini filled up yet another application form.. was getting late and still haven bought any formal clothes for my thurs admin job. We then walked from orchard all the way to Dobby Ghaut mrt (opp plaza sing). went to that This Fashion to shop.. Bo pian.. haha... Found a black skirt.. its pretty but now the prob is no proper blouse.. Mel helped me hunt high and low .. and after a really long while... mel picked out a jacket.. a almost half formal jacket and said that i can wear any thing other this formal jacket... fell in love with it.. so bought the black skirt and jacket ( $22.40 and $27.20) both prices discounted... jacket was initially $34 and skirt $28. haha yupp..
Thanks a lot mel!!!=D

Oh ya... got another wunderfull update...
I love Shi Min..!!!
found out in the morning that.... She is working at CPF building at tanjong pagar startin on thurs..!!! Can u believe it...
We went to the same Recruit Express ( Standard Chartered Bank) got the same job and start work the same day and time!!!
YAY!!! wont be working alone anymore...!!!

One thing I learned?: God can do wonders.. and he listens to your prayers and althou he don answers them the way u want, he knows wad he is doin. So jus trust him and have faith in him that he will lead and guide you on..

Quote of the day: "Face your giants. With God, do not run away from them."

Strike 2~

2008-08-04T21:48:00.000-07:00

Bwahahahhahaha!
And the fake esther strikes back.

Muahahahahhahaa!
ESTHER~ ESTHER~ESTHER~

So whats esther's craze recently? Craze into Disney movies.
Oh wait, thats nothing new about her right? She's always into disney movies.
oh wells, and that she's forgetting people names recently. Poor us.

And she still never ever checks her email till now. So people, don't ever email her. Its of no use. Haiz...

Okay she muggs muggs and muggs super hard.
Silent Killer. XD

Cheers!

2008-07-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

Life update?:
Life sucks BIG TIME...!
The few words that can describe my life:
EMO.
Crying.
Life seriously have a wierd way of turning out for me....:'(
WHY???
(T.T)
EMO...Crying...

Fake Esthering~

2008-07-15T11:32:00.000-07:00

Okays, this is NOT esther.
Why? Because LUM MEI YI ESTHER GRACE is just too lazy to even type a blog entry for those poor people that actually want to know what happens about her.
So, Moi, the great classmate of hers, shall do it on her behalf.

Currently, she is mugging (as usual)...While us, her other classmates are slacking. Wow, speaks volumes right.

Okay then, we're off to be good girls like esther.

=D

Byes~

2008-07-15T11:21:00.000-07:00

Hi Blog!

Bye blog!..=D

2008-06-24T21:55:00.000-07:00

Another update of my life...:

Today everything was goin on fine.. got back my common tests.. results were better then i expected.. could do my Eltech tutorial.. Eltech tutorial cher released us at 4 ... ( an hr earlier! ).. i was walkin down with mel and Shi Min, Hafiz, Syafiq and Din..wen.....
Hafiz stopped and said that he wanted to tel mel smth.. so we continued walking.. slowly.. at least, me and Shi min did.. no clue abt wads happenin.. however, suspiously.. Syafiq and Din seemed to know.. till... Mel called me from behind and whispered in my ear.. " esther u nvr *** " I was like "oops I dint?" immidately went to check secretly.. but... I DID... told mel said i did and she said " She did la guys!" and wads worse was Din and the rest turned ard and laughed cheekily at me.. esp Din.."haha esther blushin".. I embrassily retorted " I did la.. dammit.. really.. wan see?.." ( k the last part was joking ) Din still played along say.. "k la i wan see.." Mel tot that they seemed like they dint believe me at all.. SO MALU!!! " GUYS I ****** OKAY!!!"

Still my day seemed bent on becomin worser.. Tee got angry with me.. she asked me for my confirmation abt goin netball on thurs.. but i said i dint feel like ( my passion to join netball cca seemed to have died away over the hols... and besides with my hair.. un-tie-able.. how to do sports..?) kk know the hair part is a really lame excuse.. but its true.. Tee said that i was terrible and she was dissappointed in me.. and even said " i dont like you.. don wan talk to u anymore" and her sms was 'decorated' with so many sad faces.. gosh i feel so bad.. told my younger bro.. he said i should do wad i enjoy (netball) and besides i wont be stuck with this hair for ever.. it wil grow.. " next tme don cut this hair style lo".. hmmm.. do wad i enjoy? so i made up my mind to join.. sms tee my decision.. but she nvr reply.. wen online.. she said that she angry with me... "don like esther".. uh oh

"Tee sry sry sry sry.. don angry with me le lehhs.." ..

2008-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Today was a total blast...! =D I had soooo much fun.. ( It will be more fun with melissa ard thou).. haha! Thankz for the piglet guys! ( Its pink!! ) haha.

Me, Audris, Salyonn, Iris, Steph and tee went settlers near central mall.. celebrated mine and Audris's birthday...=)

And guess wad...! The settlers' staff gave us this really H-U-G-E jar of float ( vanilla ice cream and root bear )... They said it was on the house.. smth abt 'complementry birthday blah blah...' cant rmb wad they said.. haha... hahas so cool.. Then when we took out this game to play ( jurassic jump.. i think..) there was this chicken hat and beak like thing in the box.. guess it was for forfeit i think.. Audris shoved it on me saying that since i was the birthday girl, i had to wear it.. hmmmph.. haha! :P.. haha in the end, Audris, Steph and Salyonn wore the hat for forfeit.. haha! dint play much game thou but it was still fun.. but as i said before if mel was there, it definitely would be fun-ner...! ( Games we played: Taboo, Squad-smth, Jurassic Jump, Prymaid and Cluedo)

Then supposed to go out on fri to celebrate Audris's actual birthday, but was cancelled.. haha apparently that dear gal had a full schedule packed on that day.. haha " Happy advanced birthday! "

hahas! today.. im officially 17 !! Left tee.. she still 16.. haha poor gal !

2008-06-17T00:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me !! haha! =P
Today is the day i turn 17 years old... and my bear bear turn 1 year old.. yipeee!.. ( got her last year on my birthday)...

Quoted from Melody : "When U turned 16 last year, U get to watch NC16 movies, when I turned 18 this year, I get to watch M18 movies. But when U turn 17 this year, what "banned" stuff do U get to watch...?.."

Well thats roughly what mel said.. haha ! =) .. hmmm...

Well mel.. at least i can proudly say..." I'm a year older! " =D

( haha! noticed i changed my font to pink? yupp.. my fav color.. =P )

2008-06-16T15:30:00.000-07:00

Update?... hmmm.. haha nothin much happenin in my life at the mo mahhs.. update for..?
haha! yupp my life is that booorinn.. this hols seems to be passin by sooo quickly.. hardly have much time to slack and go out with frens...

Oh.. guess wad.. i watched Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian twice.. on sun (8/6/08) then on tue (10/6/08).. hahas crazy eh?.. worth watchin twice thou... William Mosley.. he's HOT.. Lucy is cuteee too.. Prince Caspian..? hmm.. he is really good lookin and he speaks with an accent.. totally worth watchin twice...!

Yipeeee im turnin 17 tmr.. !!!! not young but not old neither... :) haha goin settlers tmr wit Iris, Audris, Salyonn, Steph and Tee.. sadly mel not joinin.. anways we meetin up again on Audris's birthday soon.. mel wil be theree! haha !

Countin down the hours till my birthday.?. NOT.. this will only mean that another day is gone and its a day nearer to skl reopen... haiish.. 23 june...

hmmm.. first time not looking forward to my birthday all b'cos... of skl...! *YIKES!*

2008-05-20T15:37:00.000-07:00

today is e learning.. no skl..yipee.. but still must do work on mel online.. super siian..
Engineering mechanics- Equilibrium.. It was T-O-U-G-H.. gosh!!.. submitted my work.. 30/40.. guess its ok la.. guessed one thou.. haha..

Next up was Engineering Mathematics tutorial-Logarithim.. A maths!!.. i don even study A maths.. And guessed wad.. Johan patiently taught me log thru msn... managed to finish all ten questions with most of his help..(=..

" Thanks a billion Johan!! " =D

yipee.. finished for today.. no more work to do!!! xD

2008-05-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

Checked out Campus Crusade in np.. today at 0530pm along with tee.. hmmm.. generally speaking, it was not bad.. a liitle like my church.. but lack the 'homey' feeling.. tee said she don wan go le.. prefers mel's cell.. so w/o her should i go??? hmmm...

oh.. anw, at campus crusade, after singin worship , we were supposed to play a 'game' : girls and guys seperate into two diff grps then face our backs to the guys (and vice versa) and both guys and girls are to take off one of their shoe..and we are supposed to run across the guys' area (and vice versa) and take any random guy shoe.. guess who picked mine and whose i picked??..

.. haha my ECE camp GL picked mine ( i dint even know he join campus crusade) and i picked Wisdom ( the guy who intro campus crusade to me).. creepy or wad..=P.. anw that session that me and tee went, the discussion was abt love.. 'is he the right one'.. and two couples shared their love story and talked abt how God intervene to bring them 2gether.. blah blah..

So now the big question is should i join campus crusade????????...

2008-05-09T22:22:00.000-07:00

Just read tee's blog.. sounds like she and her class gals are really close and united.. how i wish im close to all the gals in my class.. ( general view of the few gals in my T1G1: me, melody, Shimin, Sabrina, Angie and Cynthia. and the rest are guys ) well u must be thinkin: wow! so little gals. definitely sure wil bond together.. well sad to say u are wrong.. I only talk to melody, Shimin and sabrina.. well for Angie and Cynthia.. hmmm..lets jus say.. no chemistry exist between us.. the two gals' chemistry only exist between them and the guys. haiishh..=(

Oh well .. wad can i expect.. even now i hardly talk to my sec skl frens.. at least i hope i wont ever lose touch with tee.. she's is the only other close fren i have left from sec skl.. " Tee continue to keep in touch ya (= .. loves"

2008-05-05T17:12:00.000-07:00

Life is so so unpredictable.. my life is getting stranger and stranger by the sec.. ever since the 4th of may.. (did not go reaper's bbq in the end)..

The second thing i hate most ( besides the first): is seeing someone i have known for so long (4 yrs) changing so drastically (worser) within such a short period of time..
The very first thing i hate most is to lose someone i love alot forever..

Why is my life going downhill all of a sudden..?? i want back my old comfotable life..

2008-05-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

its the start of the weekend alrdy.. and im alrdy feeling so bored..dread goin back skl on mon.. dread my course ( Biomedical Engineering)... don even knoee why i chose that in the first place.. guess the name of the course sounded interesting?? gosh.. should have jus followed my heart and choose Early ChildhoodEducation.
Tmr Reaper's bbq le.. hope its not a mistake goin.. me and melody are the only gals there.. the rest are guys..hahas well.. at least the Reaper's guys are so much better than the guys in my course grp.. haha

2008-05-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

Had cell at Audris's house at 5.15pm. Learnt abt the different names that the Lord has..:

1. Jehovah Shalom ( The lord is peace)
2. Jehovah Jireh ( The lord is the provider)
3. Jehovah Nissi ( the Lord is my banner)
4. Jehovah Shammah ( God is there) " God will never forsake you"
5. Jehovah TSidkenu ( the Lord is your righteousness)
6. Jehovah Sabaoth ( He is the Lord of host)
7. Jehovah Rapha ( The Lord is our healer)
8. Jehovah M'kaddesh ( God is your sanctifier)
9. Jehovah Rohi ( The Lord is my shephard)
10. Qanna ( God is a jealous God) "I the Lord your God is a jealous God"
11. El Olam ( God is eternal) ( God never changes)
12. El Yon ( God is sovereign)
13. El Shaddai ( God is a powerful God that will bless you)

2008-05-02T00:35:00.001-07:00

today lessons stared at 9am and ended at 12pm. met tee li for lunch at the atrium.then walked to canteen 1 and bought lunch for her (chicken rice) she paid thou.haha. bought bubble tea (milk tea). the only word i can describe it, is 'gross!'..felt like pukin..poly life at ngee ann so far is ok. hated it at first. miss sec skl life. now still tryin to adjust.. at least i can stil meet tee li for lunch on fridays.. hahas =) subs are a total killer..esp ELtech.. gosh.. at least i have melody in my course to keep me from dying of boredom..
Grim Reaper's bbq this sun. smth to look foward to i guess..(=